My chakras aligned! The power flows to my hand! We have achieved liftoff!

The work week did not start out well.

Sunday, we went out for a relatively late dinner. It’s been forever since my acid reflux was a problem but eating a large meal late, plus a chocolate dessert, plus a glass of wine made it kick in. It was still kicking in as I went to bed so zero sleep. Monday night was almost as bad — I fell into the “I have to sleep, I have to sleep!” state of mind and as y’all may know, that guarantees someone won’t sleep well.

(From a trip to our auto dealer for an oil change recently. I’ve no idea why geese consider the parking lot such a happening place).

Tuesday night I expected more of the same, particularly given I’d be getting to bed late due to a writer’s group meeting. But nope — it wasn’t quite enough but it was a normal, solid night of sleep. Waking up in the morning felt so good, hence the title of this post. It helped that for the first time in a while, I drew up a tighter schedule for my day’s activities. With the dogs and their increasing health needs, staying on schedule has become increasingly difficult so I started writing down tasks for the day and not worrying about the hour by hour structure. It turns out even if I don’t follow it exactly, hour by hour works better for me. Lesson learned!

That kept me going the rest of the week but my insomnia Monday and Tuesday meant the productive days were undercut by the dazed ones. And it’s not like I caught up on sleep the rest of the week. And the acid reflux lingered, which is unpleasant, plus I had a sore shoulder. Happily, they’ve cleared up — at my age I always worry they’re the first sign of permanent loss of function.

All that said, here’s my week in writing:

I sold four ebook copies of Southern Discomfort on Amazon. I know, it puts money in Bezos’ pocket, but next to hand-selling at cons, it’s still my largest sales channel. Also one copy of Questionable Minds. Thanks, whoever you are who bought them!

I got the PDF of Watching Jekyll and Hyde for me to proof and index. The schedule’s tight but doable.

So is the schedule for using my Draft2Digital and Amazon accounts to get Become the Sky ready for release mid-November. Both together, though? It will be tough. I’m currently making a last pass over the manuscript to spot any last typos and yes, I found some. Once that’s done, hopefully it will be smooth sailing, though I’ve often had to adjust the formatting to make it come out right on D2D. Fingers crossed, not too much difficulty.

Oh, and I still have Local Reporter articles to do for November. Plus I need to take a couple of days off soon for personal stuff. Overall, accomplishing the Big Three is doable, but not easily doable. But hey, if the job was gonna be easy, they wouldn’t have sent me to do it!

The dogs have demanded some attention too. Trixie used to just gulp her pills down in a little ball of soft food; now she needs them ground up, spread on a plate of soft food, with enough stuff added (chicken, pumpkin, treats or similar enhancers) that she’ll eat it … slowly. This expands the morning and evening dosing time. Plus she’s still having to go out more frequently because of her incontinence issues. It’s distracting but she’s my little girl, and I will adjust. It did get a lot easier after my mid-week reboot. Perhaps that will keep up.

To compensate for the stress of the added demands, I made a chocolate cake.

It helped a lot. Though it’s not so good for the reflux.

Over at Atomic Junk Shop I got in posts about the unsuccessful TV series Time Express and the way the Bronze Age revived unsuccessful superheroes along with supervillains.

Wish me luck. If I can get everything done by deadline next month, I am so going to celebrate, though I’m not yet sure how.

Southern Discomfort cover by Sam Collins, Become the Sky by Sonya Lano. All rights to images remain with current holders.

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I am the very goodest dog, daddy

This is what Plushie looks like when one of us is cooking.

It doesn’t matter what we’re cooking or whether it’s even edible, he sits there with his Goodest Dog face on, waiting for us to share the nummy nummy treats.

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The Toddler openly sides with Putin against the Ukraine

“President Trump called on Ukraine to replace Volodymyr Zelensky as its leader and piled pressure on Kyiv to stop airstrikes against Russian oil refineries, a day after the U.S. leader announced a deal to boost Moscow’s diesel exports. 

“I think it’s time for Ukraine to get a new president,” Trump told reporters on Saturday, blaming Zelensky for Russia’s continuing war on the country—and Kyiv’s airstrikes for high diesel prices in the U.S. and worldwide. “He better damn well stop,” Trump said.”

No surprise. The Toddler’s son-in-law, Jared Kushner, recently tried brokering peace — diplomacy for which he has no qualifications other than being the Toddler’s family — and said Ukraine ruined the deal by not agreeing to give up land to Russia. Imagine that, the Ukraine doesn’t want to give Russia what Russia can’t obtain by force. Needless to say, any promises Russia makes in return won’t be worth the paper they’re written on. However ending the war would allegedly benefit some of Kushner’s cronies, much like his envoy work in the Middle East. Given Kushner recommended not aggressively testing for covid during the pandemic because it would hit blue states worse, it wouldn’t be surprising if he considered dollars for him, defeat for Ukraine a fair deal.

And I’m sure from the White House’s perspective (and probably Republicans), having Putin recreate the old Soviet sphere of control as he wants to do would work out great. The Toddler’s National Security Strategy lists Western Europe as our greatest security threat — too many nonwhite immigrants, too much democracy, not enough power in far-right hands. White supremacists and fascists would be so much easier to deal with. Putin in charge would be, too.

I imagine Putin sees European democracy in the same light. Recent right-wing success in East Germany and a strong showing for the French far right may not be a natural outgrowth of those countries’ politics (though they might be, I admit) — after all, Elon Musk works to promote the far right in Europe. The Toddler administration unashamedly pushed for Viktor Orban to stay in power in Hungary and punished Brazil after convicting former president Bolsonaro for attempting a coup.

Game recognizes game. The Toddler undoubtedly understands someone like Putin or Bolsonaro better than he ever will Barack Obama or Hilary Clinton. Plus there are advantages in dealing with people who have no legal restraints on their actions: if Putin wants to throw a billion the Toddler’s way, who’s going to stop him? And these right-wing movements are all misogynist and white supremacist, which makes them compatible with the American right wing. It’s a win, except for Ukrainians and decent Americans. And American soldiers: Putin supports Iran which has injured hundreds of our military yet the Toddler’s still in Putin’s corner.

Lawyers, Guns and Money says the Toddler still has enough levers to pull that pressuring Ukraine might work out well for Russia, bad for Ukraine. I hope it’s not so. Certainly he’s getting frustrated, snarling to a reporter that of course there’s a ceasefire — he told them “you agree” so that’s that. Yeah, right.

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Sherlock Holmes: “Any truth is better than indefinite doubt”

I used this quote from the Holmes story “The Yellow Face” about seven years ago. I’m finding it useful as I outline the next draft of Let No Man Put Asunder. Holmes makes the observation to reassure his client that getting answers about his wife’s strange behavior will be preferable to wondering and not knowing.

As in the earlier post, I think it applies slightly differently to writing: sitting and thinking and debating about how to rewrite the book is “indefinite doubt.” Making a decision and putting it down in the outline is “truth.” It’s a truth that may not hold up; when I review the outline or when I sit down and write the story out, what I outlined may not work. Nevertheless, it’s more productive than worrying whether moving a couple of big reveals up to halfway through the book will work or maybe I should leave it as they are. If I don’t put something down on paper, the next draft will never get written. Neither will the book.

The outline changes a lot of things from Draft #2. Perhaps most significantly, I trim my overcrowded cast. Mostly by having some of the supporting cast only appear for a couple of chapters, then fade away. Maybe it’ll feel odd to have them wander in and wander out and I’ll have to revise back or come up with something new. I can’t revise the manuscript until it exists so this is an improvement. I’ve also eliminated an encounter with my vampire mastermind and made her front person, Yuki do all the adversary work. The way the book is shaping up, Yuki will make a more interesting foe.

Another improvement (I hope) is moving those reveals. Placed early enough in the story, a partial reveal should make readers curious about what they’ve learned — what does it mean, how does it affect Paul and Mandy? That’ll accomplish more than holding them in reserve until the end. And ultimately, as with Southern Discomfort, my lead characters and the change in their lives will hopefully matter more and be more compelling.

If not, more revisions ahead. I can live with that. But if I’ve made serious progress on the problems in D2, maybe there will be fewer of them.

“Yellow Face” image by Sidney Paget, Southern Discomfort cover by Sam Collins, rights to it are mine.

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Our trip to the Farmers’ Market

For our date a few weeks back, TYG and I hit one of the local farmers’ markets. This one’s in downtown Durham which gave me a chance to snap some nice photos of the skyline.

And some building art.

There’s some art and clothing stores around the market area so I took a couple of shots there too.

There was also lots of food: chocolate treats, potatoes, tomatoes, heritage flours etc. Some we ate on the spot. Some we brought home. I didn’t think to photograph any but even if I had, I’m not sure an organic, locally grown potato looks that different from a regular potato from Sprouts.

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Yes, American medicine has problems. MAHA is not the cure

I recently read Caroline Criado Pérez’ Invisible Women (review next weekend) and it’s a good reminder that destructive as Robert F. Kennedy Jr. is to American healthcare, the system has plenty of problems. Particularly concerning women. Doctors who don’t listen to women talking about their pain. The lack of research on women (the assumption is the generic male body can stand for all human beings) and the lack of interest in research. Cutting off the clitoris because it’s useless (supposedly).

The trouble is, Kennedy ain’t interested in fixing any of that, any more than he is in improving access to healthcare. He’s in a tradition of crackpots and frauds going back to the colonial era — and at least back then, they had solid reasons for distrusting medicine (bleeding as a universal cure, anyone?). For all its flaws, medicine is light-years beyond that now and America is much, much healthier than it’s ever been. There are potential cures out there that could make us even healthier (for example. And another example. And another). The way to improve the system isn’t by going back to some non-existent golden age of health. It’s like the John Birch Society ranting that fluoridation is a communist plot: whatever problems fluoridated water may pose (I have heard people argue there are some), that is not one of them (as historian Richard Hofstadter put it many years ago). Similarly, RFK fighting vaccines and Dr. Oz yanking people off Obamacare are not going to fix any problems with American healthcare. They’re making things worse. And some MAHA voters are angry.

Writing on her substack and in Mother Jones, Jill Filipovic argues MAHA voters are far from a mindless anti-vax block, that their priorities aren’t anti-vax but “fewer ultraprocessed foods, food dyes, forever chemicals, microplastics, and pesticides, and more physical movement.” The Toddler administration’s support for deregulating pesticides, plans to repeal limits on forever chemicals in drinking water — these put MAHA women (the movement is predominantly women) votes up for grabs. Dems can seize them!

But can they? It was Biden’s administration that set the limits on forever chemicals Republicans want to repeal; that obviously didn’t help them. Filipovic sees MAHA as women with legit concerns about healthy food who got sucked down right-wing rabbit-holes. Perhaps she’s right and Dems can win them over by taking up Michelle Obama’s recommendation that kids should eat more fruits and vegetables. Or perhaps they’re too far down the rabbit-holes: NPR looks at one activist, Zen Honeycutt, who claims Girl Scout cookies have dangerous amounts of chemicals in them. The counter-argument is that the levels are too low to be a problem, and well within legal limits; Honeycutt replies the limits are too liberal.

While medical science can certainly be wrong, I’m inclined to trust the expert NPR interviewed over someone with no scientific credentials whose own organization sells Vaccine Detox Herbal Extract and who says the solution is to trust people we know who “have either used certain products or eaten certain foods and it’s worked for them. This is why we encourage in-person connections, and we should tune in to ourselves. Our bodies tell us what is not good for us. When you really tune in, when you eat something and it doesn’t work for you, you should trust that.”

Um, no. This is an argument I’ve seen elsewhere in various forms: “Fred Smith lived on junk food then axe-murdered 17 people, clear proof junk food makes you murderous” or “I knew a man lived to 105 eating nothing but pureed carrots!” A single example does not prove anything And people’s reactions to food can be heavily subjective. People’s bodies don’t warn them away from Girl Scout cookies — we love them. Some men obsess over eating a diet that’s as “manly” as possible (meat, glorious meat, it’s the food of warriors!). Lots of MAHA believers are convinced by people they know that raw milk is wonderful but the risks are vicious.

Honeycutt’s Vaccine Detox bilge raises another problem: MAHA voters who aren’t anti-vax per se may be perfectly willing to ally with them and support them — let’s face it, anyone who supports Kennedy supports an anti-vax agenda (Michael Hobbes makes the same point). I think there’s zero chance the health changes pro-vax MAHA wants will make up for the damage from that. He was always anti-vax, even when he lied to get his position (and he’s still lying). He and the Republican Party are also practicing eugenics. Their questioning of established science will not lead to miracle breakthroughs. If MAHA voters are okay with that stuff, I’m not sure they’re gettable, certainly not with policies that run in the opposite direction.

That said, I do think health reform would be good. Kamala Harris’ proposal to let Medicare cover home health care. Medicare for All or Medicare buy-in for all. Reversing Medicaid cuts that are shuttering maternity wards. Better research into women’s health. Criticizing industry-backed pharma or food research. Zohram Mamdani’s plans to open grocery stores in food deserts. These ideas are worth doing but like many good policies they may not convince voters to cross the aisle. Arguments they’re winnable voters are beginning to remind me of “if we just respect anti-abortion voters’ feelings, we can win them back for the Demnocrats!”

In other related news:

Sen. Mike Lee, Utah Republican nutjob, wonders if Anthony Fauci might be tied to the Russian disease outbreak.

The Toddler’s new press secretary, Katie Zacharia, lies that 80 percent of pregnant women have a miscarriage after getting the covid vaccine. She’ll fit right in with the current White House staff.

“The Department of Health and Human Services informed congressional appropriators earlier this year that it was moving about $12 million from its Office of Minority Health to help cover the ballooning cost of security for Health Secretary Robert F. Kennedy Jr.”

Republicans are cutting the money that provides healthcare for 9/11 survivors. And still claiming Covid is not terribly infectious. And it’s still worse than they admit.

Changes to the National Science Foundation under the Toddler don’t bode well for research.

Cheryl Rofer on crackpot science and media coverage of the same: “The holders are cultish enough that they don’t need no stinkin’ science. And reporters coddle them. I think this is partly because many reporters have only a tenuous hold on science themselves.”

RFK cuts grants for autism research. After all, he already “knows” it’s vaccines.

Casey DeSantis (wife of Ron) is pushing ivermectin for cancer research.

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Kamandi and Magnus with a twist: graphic novels read

I’m a fan of Gold Key’s old MAGNUS, ROBOT FIGHTER series by Russ Manning; as Dark Horse’s third TPB of reprints is out of my price range I recently tried finding it by interlibrary loan. What I got, instead, was MAGNUS, ROBOT FIGHTER: Flesh and Steel, collecting part of Dynamite’s 2014 revival by Fred Van Lente and Cory Smith.

Magnus starts out living in an idyllic Pacific Northwest community only to wake up and discover he’s been trapped in the Matrix, more or less. Trying to make sense of this, he enters civilization, winds up fighting robots and instead of becoming a hero becomes the target of an angry society with Leeja, his girlfriend in the original, the bounty hunter out to take him down.

The rationale behind all this is good but it’s so different from the original it qualifies as a Name Only reboot. That’s the burden of intellectual property in comics — nobody wants to let it lie fallow for long. But is there that much nostalgia for the character? Or given an earlier reboot from Valiant ran close to a hundred issues in the 1990s, maybe it’s not nostalgia but fondness for that relatively recent versions.

Whatever the reasons, it didn’t work for me. However I will give the creators a point for showing Magnus’ original fantasy world as multi-racial; too many fantasy settings like that default to a 1950s white suburban look.

AUTUMNLANDS: Tooth and Claw by Kurt Busiek and Benjamin Dewey feels very much like a reworking of Jack Kirby’s Kamandi, but a much better take than the Magnus reboot was. As in Kamandi’s “Earth After Disaster” it’s a world of talking animals but here they also practice magic. Magic that, as we learn in the first issue, is slowly dying away. A desperate attempt to reverse that brings The Great One, the founder of civilization, from the distant past — but instead of a wise sorcerer, it’s a butt-kicking pink-skinned almost hairless creature. Learoyd, the time traveler, is equally horrified to find himself in such a freaky future. Equally upsetting, the dominant civilization, dwelling in its flying cities, has been exploiting the ground-dwellers for a long time. Now it’s time for payback … an enjoyable read.

Art by Manning, Kirby and Dewey (top to bottom), all rights to images remain with current holders.

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A documentary about evil and a late night show about Satan: movies viewed

THE HUNTING GROUND (2015) is the documentary, focusing on how colleges massively under-report rape and sexual assault so that parents will look on them as a safe space; admit that they have on -ampus rape and all the other schools that keep covering it up will have a winning advantage (you can imagine why I wound up watching this recently). If a student does complain, schools do their best to cover it up and avoid penalizing the man, even though they may be quite willing to expel students for cheating, drunkenness, etc. (Alexandra Brodsky’s Sexual Justice is good on this topic). None of which is a surprise to me but the focus is on individual victims, their stories, the optimism with which they entered freshman year … and their first person stories are unsettling and painful (which is good, I’d prefer never to become jaded). Like books I’ve read on racial injustice that came out during the Obama years, this ends on a note of optimism that change is coming — which makes a bitter pill after 11 years of the Toddler’s misogyny, Brett Kavanaugh, manosphere, etc. “A woman says no and you have sex — are you a rapist just because of that?”

LATE NIGHT WITH THE DEVIL (2023) is a found-footage film set during a 1977 Halloween episode of Jack Delroy’s (David Dastmalchian) late-night talk show Night Owls. Once considered a potential rival for Johnny Carson on The Tonight Show (for those too young to remember, Carson was the king of late night for decades), Delroy has been on a career spiral that makes cancellation inevitable. Now, however, he’s brought on an allegedly possessed little girl (Ingrid Torelli), the parapsychologist treating her (Laura Gordon) and a James Randi-style debunker (Ian Bliss). Will this explosive mix propel the ratings back up.

What we see is a supposed mix of the show that aired and backstage footage nobody’s ever seen. This suffers the usual weaknesses of found footage films: people having private conversations right in front of the camera, an ending that’s effective but also confusing. The ultimate fate of the debunker is annoying too. However the movie still works: Night Owls has the look and feel of the knockoff it’s supposed to be Dastmalchian is good in his role, the rest of the cast are solid and the story kept me interested. Worth catching if you want some horror for October. Thanks to Starfire Lounge for making me aware of this one. “We met before, among the big trees.”

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Like the past couple of weeks, this one was good and bad at once

The good stuff was, I “completed” the outline for draft three of Let No Man Put Asunder. The air quotes are because I’ll definitely want to reread it and revise it before I start writing the next draft — do my initial decisions about what should happen where still feel right? Are there stretches where I’ve skipped over details or it sounds like the plot logic will fall apart? I’ve never had much success outlining but this one does feel like I can build a draft on it, and faster than usual. That would be nice.

(This medieval church arch was something I forgot to include in Tuesday’s Nasher Museum photos).

I may also want to go into more detail in some of my scenes or … well, we’ll see when I get to writing it. You’ll get some detailed discussion of the outline in one of next week’s posts. But regardless, getting a reasonably workable outline is a big step towards draft3 and I’m pleased to have it done, and only in a couple of days too. Though I’ve seen my outlines fall apart often enough that I’m not as enthused about D3 as I want to be. I’m confident that will change.

The bad? Once again, I got nibbled to death by ducks, so that was the week’s only writing accomplishment.

Monday was particularly duck-infested. Our neighbor was traveling until this evening, and discovered at the last minute her house/dog sitter would have to be out much of the day. I agreed to walk Kaya, her terrier/chihuahua mix. She’s a sweet girl and a walk 3:30 every day wasn’t too much trouble. Monday, though, the housesitter got delayed so I took out Kaya for morning walk. Then a couple of hours later I took Plush Dog in to the vet as he’s limping on his back left leg a little. The verdict: nothing serious, up his pain meds so he’s both comfortable and rests more this week.

Then home and about 45 minutes dealing with some IRS paperwork. Nothing catastrophic or urgent but I couldn’t get the answers off the website and due to those staff cuts under the Toddler couldn’t get answers on the phone. Frustrating, and another distraction from doing my own work (I did get through the following morning and I think we worked everything out). Then a distraction of my own making, cooking a curry for lunch. Then Kaya’s regular walk which proved longer than anticipated. All of that added up.

Plus the Discord for Become the Sky blew up with a shit-ton of messages as we move closer to finishing the manuscript. For me, wading through a lot of messages on Discord is like sensory overload. Trying to figure out what we were discussing and how much of it was new was distracting.

The rest of the week wasn’t as bad. However we do have to take Trixie out extra times to deal with her ongoing incontinence issues. Plus she’s getting up so early in the morning, I don’t have the 90 minutes or so I used to when it was just me and the cats. That was a restful way to start the morning; having Trixie with me as well makes it harder to get my head in the game.

Oh, well. Like they say, adapt or die, there is no other way. Wish me luck adapting.

For a final visual detail, here’s another exhibit from the Nasher. Not subtle, but I’m okay with that.

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Masks from the Nasher

Tuesday, I shared some photos of our recent visit to the Nasher Museum of Art. There was also a display of African masks and helmets there; I figured I’d save that up for its own post.

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